Elsewhere in the FFShrine logs, Nyberg jokes: “If you’re not willing to hook up with an 11 year old, you’re an ageist, we hate you, and you need to leave.” Nyberg told the chat room that she feared pedophilia might “run in the family” because her father is “dating someone 10 years younger than him” and because her brother’s girlfriend “isn’t legal.” Nyberg claims to have been the subject of some kind of investigation in the past. Nyberg expressed concern that they might find her encrypted drive, which contained what she described as “non-nude model” pictures.
She also admitted to hosting pictures of “ptms” (pre-teen models) on one of her websites.
In her view, naked pictures of children “isn’t cp.” (CP is web slang for child pornography.) There seem to have been other members of the FFShrine chat room Nyberg operated who had similar inclinations.
One member, writing under the pseudonym “Ego” tells the group that he is “waiting on the little neighbour twins to develop.” In response, Nyberg requests pictures of them.
But there are also signs that she wasn’t joking, as elsewhere in the logs she says: “other girls at FFshrine have talked to me about really young masturbation stuff in private.” Nyberg entertains ambitions of having children herself one day, telling the chat room in 2007 that she “want[s] kids eventually.
Not only did Nyberg share photos of her then 8-year old cousin with her associates online, but she also referred to her cousin by her real name and provided all the information needed to track someone down not just today in the age of Facebook but then, too, by simply using the Yellow Pages.Nyberg joked about using FFShrine as a grooming forum.“We use FFShrine to lure unsuspecting kiddies into our gingerbread house,” she writes at one point.In a shocking post in Nyberg’s own FFShrine chat logs, dated 26 October 2005, Nyberg, who used the screen name “Sarah,” describes herself as a “submissive male to female transsexual pedophile that’s fond of ageplay and penisgirls that really misses Alice.” Elsewhere in the logs, she says “yes, I am a pedo.I embraced my childlover soul long ago.” Nyberg says she knows pedophiles: “I’ve probably known 8-12 pedo trannies,” she says.